by CHANDLAR WILLIAMS - Feb. 2, 2019
Missing you has been the worst part.
Not being able to see you has crushed my heart.
Did you know the pain you have caused me?
Did you know you would bring all of us closer together?
I remember the harsh words I was saying to you,
But I wasn’t trying to be the monster in your head
I loved you, I mean I still do….
Why couldn’t you love yourself the way I loved you?
I only wanted what’s best for you,
But I didn’t think it would end this way.
I didn’t know it would end in black and tears
And with you being six feet away.